Sunday, May 18, 2014

Im so sorry

Dear mom,
    There's something important you must know. I apologize for any inconvenience that this letter may cause. First off I'd like to say that yes, indeed, I am very ashamed. You always told me to not do it, and I should've listened. Now there's a bigger problem amongst us. The pain is starting to come back writing this letter, in which is so horrific I feel I could not live with myself any longer. My words are not able to speak unless I could unleash this dreadful secret of mine. I'm torn limb from limb within my mind. I have gained weight from the stress, and have isolated myself from most of mankind. I have no money to get rid of this problem. I'm sorry that I must live with this consequence for the rest of my life. Especially at a young age mother. I feel I must see a doctor right away. Indeed, because lately I had swallowed a watermelon seed. What should I do?

.........................................Janasia