Before you go

"Andrew, there are so many phrases I wish to share. Yet my fear of your judgement afterwards hold my tongue below. Preventing even a slur to escape my lips. The thought of you being gone forever wraps around my chest and squeezes tightly around my heart. Relieving it to ever function again. With emotions of the weather and the strife of a widow, I try hard not to let this devastation make its way to my sleeve. Though I am certain that with you, I am only as strong as a string amongst a boulder. So as my tears flow down my cheeks and my lower lip quivers, I declare to you that this is not the end. Oh how my mind will lose all consciousness the day that you leave. But for your sake, I will walk with a valiant posture. I linger still, here in front of you, only to spare us the grief. To spare us of the great farewell that is to come. I encourage you to recognize that right now, right here. Today and forever, you will continue to live on in my heart and mind. Yes you are worth millions while your body beats strong, and will be worth much more way after you are gone. At least, to me."